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When I got there, there were not many people, so I sat down in a rownear the back and waited.
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It wasearly summer, and I had just got a buzz cut, and I imagined that Ilooked just like a real jailhouse punk, which I thought increased mychances or finding a dominant, sadistic "Other" at the movie house. That night, I was planning to indulge myself by just sucking off a guyor two right there at the movie, and so I just wore my hooded sweatshirt and sweat pants and sneakers on the commuter train intoPhiladelphia so that later, I could maneuver down in the cramped areaof the seats in the theater to suck dick and also could reach my owneasily (I usually like to jerk myself while I suck a guy off). This never became a regularthing, however, because the "meat and potatoes" of my sex life wastaken care of by my partner, and rough-trade blowjobs where the toptreated me like a bitch became an occasional, exotic pursuit, a spicy side dish, so to speak-an indulgence once or twice ayear. I gaveup going to gay bars altogether and I got into anonymous rough tradesuck offs, sometimes with multiple partners at truck stops and pornobookstores and movie houses like this one.
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Icould then concentrate, not on meeting someone with whom I wascompatible, but was free to pursue my fetish for straight guys. Because I got involved in a long-term, open relationship in mylate twenties, finding sexual partners became a much lower priority. I like a guy who is verbally abusive, and me talking about myselfin denigrating language sometimes brings out the guy's natural sadisticurges and he starts calling me names, ordering me around, maybe evenslapping me, etc.-at least that's what I came for (and when I wantedthat kind of thing, I usually could find a straight or bisexual guykinky enough to be willing to let me go all queer for him this way, ifonly just for kicks-as well, of course, as to show who's the Man andwho's the fag).Īlthough when you're young you do what you think you're supposedto do, but by your mid-thirties you just want what you want and youdon't care what we're supposed to do or supposed tolike. I like to be real submissive for a guy likethat, sniffing out his sweaty nuts for him, kissing them all over,rubbing his dick in my face and telling him how queer I am, what asperm eater I am, how I'm not a man at all compared to him-shit likethat. This puzzling concern with the other guy's cock rather than my own, marks me as a truly submissive queer (I realize that it's hard for a regular guy to understand).įor some of these men, it's as much or even more about dominating theother guy than it is about them receiving sexual stimulation I seekout these dominant types. They retain theirheterosexual identity-that is, they consider themselves to bestraight-and think of the other guy, the guy blowing them, as the gay one in their mind, they're just using a fagto get their rocks off, and I'm willing, eager even, to give themrelief, despite the lack of reciprocity (or more precisely, because of the lack of reciprocity). I shouldprobably explain that in my experience, black guys who are primarilyheterosexual are more likely than white guys to just let a guy like mesuck them off in situations like this, as long as there is noreciprocation and it remains anonymous. The placewas especially frequented by horny, predominately straight, black men.Some of the younger ones were hustlers, but a lot of guys who wereolder, just went there to get a "no-strings," free blowjob. When I was in my thirties, I took the commuter train toPhiladelphia specifically to go to a porno movie house notorious forthe anonymous, rough trade blowjobs in the back of the theater and sometimes in the bathrooms.